Biscuits n gravy

Today I probably played some of the worst hockey I've ever played and it got me thinking about what I've done in my life when bad things have happened and if things would've been different if I wouldn't have made the same decisions. For example if I'd have just accepted the ashleigh thing would we have ever spoken instead of fighting for the fact that I was right. This kinda relates to am earlier blog saying I wouldn't change anything when in all honesty I would like the past to be a bit different. What if I didn't quit baseball when I snapped my wrist. What if I gave into temptations. A very important person told me once you can't live your life by what ifs or it'll drive you nuts and when I use to I did now I just enjoy going with the flow and hope that the best is yet to come. 

Do you believe magic

Today was Sidney Crosbys 24th birthday in his life so far he has gotten to the pinnacle of his profession both in his league and globally. Also he has more fans than most people will ever see. More people care about his head than probably know that the USAs credit rating just got lowered to AA+. Kinda makes you think differently about your own life. With that said I am happy that I am not a mega star nor do I ever wanna be one. I know who my friends are and don't need yes men. I can walk down a street and have anonymity which is priceless. I was uncomfortable when people would see me in edinboro and know me as the tke bartender and as nothing else. I felt bad for not knowing them due to being so busy as the bartender. In life to me at least it's not about the amount of people around you but the quality of the people you surround yourself with. 

On a totally unrelated note today I was at the golf course and saw a decapitated duck head. Definitely not something I wanted to see at 830 am. 

Also thank you for the positive comments I have been receiving for you guys it does mean a lot to me. If you guys wanna hear my views on anything specific let me know and I'll write about it. 

Nana's a cheating whore

If I could write a letter to myself when I was ten it would be blank. Because half the fun of life is making those mistakes and learning from them. I never had the easiest life but know that my past experiences have made me into the guy I am today. Sometimes when you get knocked on your ass you just have to sit up and say well that sucked so let's try something new so I don't feel it again. 
Now I started this blog in part because of a dream I had where I was a little late with something and I missed out on something great if ya want the details to the dream text me probably won't tell you who it was about by if ya know me you'd figure it out. So i know i wont tell people things directly and i want people to know whats in my head on things so maybe those people who i dont have the courage to tell things to will read and know. I also want to be heard by a lot of people and hopefully you guys enjoy what I say most have from what I've been told so thanks for reading. 

Quit playin games with my heart

Long day today not going to put much. Idlewild was fun with Ava today she loved everything and already wants to go back and I hope we do sooner rather than later but that's all for tonight I'm exhausted.
Have a great night and a better tommorrow

Ring of fire

Today for the first time in a long time I spent most of the day outside without sunscreen on and let me say this I won't make that mistake again. 

As I type this I still am thinking about the pirates blowing another lead. The last time the pirates had a winning season was 92 yes 19 years ago. Now let's put this in perspective Clinton was just about to win his first presidential election. Beauty and the beast was still two years away. Sidney Crosby was only five and the steelers were in season one of the bill cowher era. This team can't lose forever let's just hope it will end soon. 

Get to take my niece to idlewild tomorrow. I can't wait she will have a great time I hope. As for me personally itll be the first time I've been to a Pennsylvania amusement park in almost ten years unless you count sandcastle which to me is a water park. That's all for now as always have a great night and even better tomorrow. 

You're gunna die clown

I have been told by people who have been reading these that it's showing a more serious side of me which I like. I dont always want to be known as this funny guy who can't be serious. 

Onto the topic du jour. To a lot of people money is the root of happiness. Now while I do think money is important I would take less money to be happier than a rich person who is miserable. Maybe that's because I grew up not happy a lot of the time or with money or maybe because I'm nuts who knows. My dream in life is to be able to provide for my family without having to live paycheck to paycheck. 

As a follow up to last nights entry the names I used are not the only friends I have just the ones that popped into my head while I was typing. 

Hope you all have a wonderful night and better morning. 

Save Tonight

So I was thinking today about how the people you think will be in your life forever very rarely are. Entering jr high I thought that my best friends forever would be Josh Danny and Chris. After high school I thought Chris Josh and Ashleigh. Josh still remains I talk to him daily Chris is still a great friend and I will get to ashleigh later. Going into college Josh and Ashleigh remained. Then I met some of the most Important people in my life John and shana. Ashleigh faded away and those two people stuck and we added this wonderful girl named Kim. For the first time in my life I had a Cree of friends who did a ton together. But like all good things it ended we all did stupid things to each other but today I know they are all hands down great friends. I hope i have ment as much to the people mentioned here as you have to me.  Who knows who will be my friends in ten years but I hope all of the people mentioned in this are there. 

Ever feel like things just don't wanna go your way. I did today some things just didn't go the easy way I thought they would but I guess if things always went your way life wouldn't be interesting. 

Hope you all are enjoying these.